Blessed and beautiful

So what is this all about, Blessed and beautiful?
Well for starters, I am so blessed it really blows my mind. I get views from different people, some I barely know. And there views on "blessed" are sometimes right on target, with mine, or way off track. Yes I don't have a father that can be with me, yes some of my family is not right with the LORD, and yes they make mistakes along with me. But that doesn't mean I am not blessed.
I have a wonderful mother that loves me dearly and raised me to love the LORD and to obey her, I have a wonderful teacher that has also taught me to fear the LORD and give me guidance to knowledge, I have two sisters that are always telling me how blessed they are to have me and are always there to back me up, and I have a earthly best friend that would tell me anything and encourages me.
That's a lot to be thankful for, and there is sooooo much more!
And you know, I find myself asking quite often, why am I so blessed? Honestly, I haven't figured that part out yet. But what I do know is when the LORD calls me home, His will, will unfold and i'll find out soon enough.
Does the word "death" scared you?
It scares a lot of people.
I almost have an anticipation to go home to the LORD, because I can't wait to be with my true love forever and all of eternity!
Powerful stuff I know. lol
Ok so lets get to the beautiful part, shall we?
Everything about this life is beautiful!
Now I know what you are thinking, "She is flippin' crazy!" And I am going to admit, murder, shootings, deaths, cancer, etc... is not beautiful. But if you really think about it, something beautiful can come from it.
For example: A women not raised to fear the LORD, but to hate him. She grows ,"up", in a since, barely finishes high school, and finds her heart to be restless. She wants more--but of what?
She tries everything, but nothing seems to work. So she turns to drinking. But of course that's not enough, so she does the next "best" thing, in her eyes, the drugs.
She tries to stop but can't.
She is hooked.
She spends all her money on drugs and alcohol she looses her home and car, she can no longer pay for them...
Next is the streets.
She is a mess.
She is walking to know where with very heavy high doses of drugs and alcohol in her blood and when people see her they don't think she is going to make it. So they walk on.
She is a lost cause.
A man. A new servant of the LORD, sees this beautiful women in distress and sees she needs to get to a hospital right away.
-- 2 weeks later.
Man: "You had a close call out there"
Woman: "Why did you bother?"
Man: "The LORD told me about you, you are his angel He told me. He knows you are something special, not just some women on the streets."
Woman: "Why did you listen to "Him?"
Man: To be honest with you, I am new at all of this. I didn't know who or what He was talking about. He just told me to find you. After thinking and searching for a couple of days I needed a break. So I went out for a walk. And I found you."
Woman: "How did you know it was me, He was looking for?"
Man: "He said you would be the most beautiful thing I would see on earth. And you are."
--2 years later
Man: "I love you more than the fishes in the sea and higher than the moon!"
Women: "You have always had a way with words."
Daughter: "Mommy, daddy? Are you ready for prayers?"
See she started out with Satan, then after alcohol, drugs, and the street, the LORD turned it into something beautiful!
Beautiful!
What a joyous word!
So I think you, now, get my point.
Yes things in this world are ugly, but with the LORD the most ugly and unruly things can become something beautiful!
Thank you guys so much for reading!
In CHRIST,
Taterbug