When the world knocks you down to your knees, it's the perfect position to pray.

Life is sooo hard, sometimes. Ya know?
You go through those ruff spots and those smooth spots. But man! It really feels like I have hit some serious pot holes all of the sudden... When your a christian your always gonna get those crazy people that jab at you, ya know?
But its like all of the sudden, crazy people are coming out of no where and tackling me! I have full faith this is just a test the LORD is giving me, but it sure is hard to turn the other cheek and persevere...
My cousins and I went to the dollar store the other day and they had some kind of "cute" voodoo doll, with a little heart!! How SICK! I mean people these days fall for ANYTHING! I am just gonna tell you now, PLEASE PLEASE search your heart and check your soul! Satan is really trying to take over and we need to fight!
Be a light to non-believers!
I am just gonna warn you now, you are gonna get laughed at and they are gonna say some things that's not nice, but DON'T let them beat you! Be the stronger person, never put down your values, and face the crowd!
I have a real problem with letting myself be a light... I don't know how many times I could have really talked to someone but I didn't cause I was too "scared"!
Stupid I know!
But you can't let that happen to you! There are people out there that say they don't need your help or they don't want it, when they really do!
Be sweet, have a gentle heart, and love with all your energy! You can help change someones life!
I am the type of girl that's behind the scenes and doesn't really talk much. But when someone needs me or needs my help, I will always be there! It's not that, that isn't good enough, but that I need to get out there and shed my light to other people.
GET OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE!!!
So just a warning people, its gonna get real, real, real, real, ruff. Especially if your a born again Christan. But guys, really hear me out on this one: When the world knocks you down to your knees, it's the perfect position to pray!
Taylor

What's a girl to do?

So life was going pretty good until like 20 minuets ago... I was texting my friend Taylor, I know weird huh? lol Anyways, I went to go put it into my pocket and totally missed and dropped it right into the toilet o.o Just my luck right? Grrr! So I dried it off and tried to get all the water out, but it isn't alive:( Ill let it set out tonight but if it don't work in the morning, this could be real bad! Ahhh!
Anyways, on a different note. I am in a tight squeez right now... So I love to dance right? Well I have been going to this studio since I started dancing in 1st grade:) I have really grown attached to the people and some of my teachers. I mean this studio has taught me everything I know!
I really feel like I am not giving all my praise and glory to GOD at this studio though... I don't want to change studios but at the same time I do and I know it would be the best thing to do. All the girls that dance there are public schooled so I stand out, and I know I am supposed to be a light for them, but I honestly don't think I am helping much...
If I switch studios I am going to have to start all over. New friends, new teachers, new moves, new music, etc... Right when I finally get used to it, its all got to change.
So on a positive note, I have made a new friend, her name is Taylor! She is crazy fun and laughs alot! I think that's why I like her so much:) She knows how to have fun without pushing it to far, ya know? Anyways, I have been dancing with her for 6 to 7 years. And after this year I have really gotten to know her:)
Its gettin harder and harder to find time to ride Chillie. Its really gettin cold down here, and my mom is a very busy tired women! Ohh my momma:) I LOVE her!!
Gabby, Kelsey, and Oliva, they are doin well also. Gabby is just as funny as ever, Kelsey is just as Kelsey as ever, and Olivia. What else can I say bout this bundle of Joy? I love this girl!!
I got a new laptop like 3 days ago:) I LOVE it also!! I love alot of things:) Maidens of Virtue is going great and I always learn something new! Its really been a blessing.
I got a letter from my dad, haven't heard from him in a while... Thinkin bout writing him back?
And my uncle is officially living on his own! Praise the LORD for that one! lol Please keep him in your prayer though.
Now that I have started home schooling I have really gotten used to the girls at church, home schoolers, and co-op, home schoolers, the bible study, home schoolers, and just friends, home schoolers. So I am really used to home schoolers but not really to "Teenage girls..." I kinda don't know how to act around them so I make it kinda weird then I set a bad example for all the home schoolers out there :( cause they think I am some kind of freak... I AM SO SORRY!! So please keep me in your prayers:)
We have started our new school year schedule. Its been really great so far! I started teaching text books with math! I really like it so far:) But Grammar, not so much... I have never liked grammar though:( I hope to be finished with school by the time I am 16. I want to try really HARD to make that happen! I am pretty sure I am not going to collage. Maybe a couple of online classes, but that's it. I don't plan on being anything bright or something that makes alot of money. But something that the LORD has called me to do and something that brings him glory, A wife and mother!
Nope I haven't lost my mind xD
So thank you guys for all your patients and reading!
P.S. sorry for the bad spelling...
Love and blessings,
Taterbug

Many blessings to be thankful for

So life has been a bit different lately. First off my uncle has been gone for almost a week now, so its kinda nice to have the house to our selves. Then I get sick... But that was yesterday, I had a cold I guess, or the flu. (I think it was a cold) Anyways, I was only sick for a day! So PRAISE THE LORD, for that! I can't hold Olivia until I know for sure I am not contagious:( And on top ofall that, my little cousins are over at the McGee's but I can't go over there to see them because, once again, I could be contagious. The bright side: I finished 2 out of the four books I have and I am almost done with the third!
I got sick Thursday, yesterday, so I missed my bible study, "Maidens Of Virtue" and dance:(
But hey, I always have next Thursday right!?!
Well Gabby and I have figured out a way to talk to each other, (besides of the phone), when I am sick!
The windows!!
From my bedroom window I can see right into her kitchen window! At first we were just waving then it got a little more interesting:) We wrote each other notes on note book paper, but that gets kinda hard to read at night, sooo... I got Kelsey some Window Markers last year for her birthday, so I took the blue Window Marker *hints, blue is my favorite color* and we write each other notes on the window:) And the best part is, it wipes off! So no getting into trouble!
So at least I can still talk to Gabby when I am sick:) I still don't get to hold Olivia though...
I love that little thing!
Who knew such a little thing could warm your heart like she can?!
It still amazes me how the LORD created us to have that motherly nature. I wonder how women can have "abortions" or take "birth control pills" cause they can't handle a baby or they think that child is gonna get in the way of there "Lives". Ya know?
If you ask me, even if the child was a surprise, they are are still so special and close to the heart. How can they not feel the pain when they are killing there own child!!My life is pretty good right now. Not this it always isn't but its just going alot smoother these days:)
Anna: She is one of my best friends, this girl is amazing! You know,I have always told myself I would never ever even think bout talking to someone over the Internet. I have no idea what was goin through my head, but I came across this girls page on this Internet site called, "Horseland" I liked her page cause I was all western and Barrel racing, and I am really into that kinda stuff. But long story short, I ended up talkin to her and now my mom and I are gettin ready to go down to her house in Georgia in April, for her birthday!! We are really excited to see each other!!
When I first met her she was a totally different person then what she is now. And I was really thinking bout ending our relationship. But I am so glad I didn't!
She is really a blessing and she does have a place in my heart:)
I love the way she will just tell someone straight up and her little jokes, lets not get me started on those... lol She is pretty funny too:) I love her little turtle Freddy and her horses! She has come such a long ways!! Sometimes I wonder if she even knows how much she means to me...
Her horses are AMAZING!! She has trained them all herself, they all have there ornery moments, but they are great horses!
So she has really been a big part in my life too;)
I love that girl!!
Gabby: Where would I be without her! She is my other best friend:) This girl completes me. She is such a goober! Anytime I am havin a bad day or I am feelin down she is always there to rescue me. I love how we can tell each other anything and laugh bout the stupid stuff we used to do:p
I love you Geeber!
But really my heart would not be even close to complete if it weren't for the LORD! I mean I wouldn't even have Gabby or Anna. He sent me those girls for a reason. He has really showed me mercy and love through the years and I have no idea where my life would be or even look like without Him. I tried there for a while to live without Him, but that just wasn't gonna cut it. He wanted me and I wanted Him. So needless to say I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE the LORD with ALL MY HEART!!!!
So anways, life is smooth for the moment and I am embracing the calmness while it lasts.
I love you guys and thank the LORD for every breath I take!
Thank you so much for reading!
Love and blessings,
Taterbug